| RC is so obnoxious. You have no idea, but i need to stay calm about it , what can you do. For anyone who has an obnoxious mother in law i pity all of you but again what can you. |
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| So I finally figured out how to post here again, I don't really expect anyone to read what i write since no one uses this anymore. I am feeling depressed at this very moment for several different reasons. For one reading about the holocaust makes me depressed and then seeing how animals are treated reminds me of the holocaust and makes me depressed. I am also depressed because I saw stuff which reminded me of highschoo l and i felt like shit in highschool and it's occuring to me that I haven't really changed all that much and that needs to change. People need to change because without change we never grow. I have a stupid monotonic voice and i'm sick of it. It needs to change. A lot needs to change. My cub needs to change. Her lion needs tyo change. The latter will never happen. I need to stop referring to people as animals, because there is a difference. People are SUPPOSED to have all this great brain power, animals are meant to look good. Ah why is Nadim sending me ims cursing me out as if i cared. I read over old entries and realize nothing really changes. My life is different but i'm not really that different. I'm still all uncomfortable, it amazes me how people could risk their lifes to save jews during the holocaust, i can't even risk anything to argue with someone im talking if i disagree with what they are saying unless i'm all comfortable with them. Oh well, I could write about my daily life like i used to on here but that would be pointless as nobody really cares about what one does on a day to day basis and as I said nobody will read this I am certain of so what's the point other then i guess to help me remember what i did that day. Today was boring, I got up late and did absolutely nothing, I finally have begun to study gre words, so boring. Well that's about it for now before people like RC say i am too depressing, but to me her attitude on life among other things is rather depressing so i guess everyone has something to be depressed about. Let's end all this depressive talk and have a party. |
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